Malcolm's Ramblings

So this weekend is my last weekend in Ottawa, and I am going to be packing my apartment as much as possible, sorting through some stuff, formatting and re-installing my computer (since I sold it) and responding to some e-mails relating to the final camera lenses I have for sale. The stress of putting my Read more

So today, I can’t help but feel filled with anxiety as I do my work and think about what needs to be done before the end of the month. The list is just so long, and I don’t feel like I have much time. I can’t believe I am going to basically choose to be Read more

So this weekend, I went to visit Annie once again. It was really nice. I finally got meet another one of her friends, visited with some of her family, but for the most part, it was just a relaxing time, spent together. The train ride back definitely felt a little longer this time. It was Read more

Sometimes, I have a hard time writing on this site, not because I don’t have anything to say, but more so due to it being widely read. A good percentage of the time, the things I want to write about are related to my personal thoughts, insights and issues, but I can’t put them on Read more

When thinking about fulfillment in your life, what do you give focus to? I have spent a great deal of time trying to build a career for myself that I can be both happy and successful in, and while I’ve made some mis-steps, I’m not unhappy with where I’ve ended up. Do you focus on Read more

Today is the last day of my twenties. I remember being a teen and being impatient about getting into my twenties. I felt that it would be a period where my life would feel more stable, things would fall into place, and a time where I would feel more confident in myself and the things Read more

It is very hard sometimes once you are out of doing something habitually to get back into it. I’m finding it hard to find time and energy for writing here… Yesterday, Annie mentioned that I should start blogging again. Partly because I enjoy it so much, and also because there is so much happening in Read more

I haven’t felt much like writing lately, despite things happening in my life. I am hoping this is only a temporary thing and that I’ll be back in the writing swing of things soon. Read more

So, those of you that know me well have probably heard about my plans for my near future, and as such, I’ll be selling off a few things. My computer and my camera gear are up for grabs, so if you know of anyone that might be interested, please let them know. Read more

So, Annie and I were talking on Skype, like we have a few times a week, every week since Fan Expo over forty days ago, and we were joking around, like we normally do. After some shy flirtations, the discussion of our relationship status came up. One of her close friends added me on Facebook Read more