I never feel full, I never feel satiated, I always crave sugar, salt and fat. It is more than a minor annoyance. How do people find the willpower to focus on eating and drinking right for long periods of time? I sometimes thing that I should just concede and start trying to find a way to get on the gastric bypass list, anything to help me lose the weight that I need to lose.
I really don’t know if I can really make my goals each week, and the laughable part is that I’m only trying to lose one pound per week, a goal that seems so easy to achieve. I weigh myself each day, trying not to take the numbers too hard. I’m very hard on myself about everything, and it has one of two effects on me: I succeed fast or fail hard. There is very little in between for me.
I’m still very hopeful that I can make my goal, and take each week, one step at a time as it comes.