I don’t do well being sick. I find it hard to focus on getting better. I find it hard to give myself permission to focus on getting better. I want to be productive, and I’m hard on myself when I’m not. The discomfort is annoying, and I can’t wait to get better. Sometimes though, because I’m so bad at focusing on my needs, I am sicker longer than I need to be. The last few days, I’ve been sick, but today is the first day that I’ve focused on getting better. Not because I want to, but because I have to. When I take meds, I pass out. When I don’t, I cough all kinds of disgusting materials from my throat and lungs. What a fun couple of days…