Malcolm's Ramblings

So today, I can’t help but feel filled with anxiety as I do my work and think about what needs to be done before the end of the month. The list is just so long, and I don’t feel like I have much time. I can’t believe I am going to basically choose to be homeless for a bit, and that I’m putting my stuff in storage, selling some of my toys, and basically couch surfing at the graciousness and hospitality of my family.

I don’t know how I am going to get everything done before the end of the month. I don’t know what I am going to do once I have stayed with everyone.

Thinking about it all has made me feel quite tired today. I have taken some time today to schedule some stuff out in my calendar, in hopes of fitting everything into the time I have left. But with less than ten days left before what feels like another major change, I just don’t feel like I have enough time or energy to get it all done…

I’m hopeful that things all work out, but that doesn’t alleviate the anxiety of what I am about to do, and the uncertainty that follows.